The earthly life we have, we live, is most confusing at times. I so often wish God would come down on a cloud and tell me each step of my life. However, that is not the case and there are so many worldly things to distract us from the will of God that it makes it 10,000 times harder to know His will. All we can do is continue to pray and sometimes that seems to be the hardest thing. I know I always want to give up, to give in, to quit. I so often wish I could just die and go to heaven, but my time here on earth must not be done. I haven't accomplished what God needs of me yet, so I must persevere; therefore, I will. You may be wondering where this might be coming from...on top of the whole having no idea what my future looks like, whether I'll be in college or serving on NET is all up to Christ, but I also fell again with this same thing I'm struggling with. I wish there was a new way to magically make this go away because I always beat myself up and feel so guilty when I fall into the memories of my past relationship and am too weak to suppress my thoughts. It so often seems I'm afraid to be weak. I'm always telling myself to be strong, but really, Christ is our strength, our support. He is our rock on which we must stand firm. So when you get down, don't be afraid to be weak, to be a little lamb. Let Christ be your Shepard. Make Christ your strength and everything will be okay in the end because so long as Christ is in control and you are seeking to do His will it will all be fantastic in the end.
God bless!
In Jesus & Mary,
Amber
P.S. I wanted to share what Fr. told us at mass today.
M-Mary, mother of Christ
A- Assumption of Mary
R-Reincarnation(Immaculate Conception)
Y-Yesum(sp) The Latin name for Jesus
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